I’ve been doing a lot of thinking the last few weeks, and when I say a lot I mean A LOT!!! Lol. I’ve explained to y’all before that I overthink anything and everything. I obsess and want everything to be as perfect as I can possibly make it, but this past year I have worked my hardest to become more carefree.
Instead of worrying about what my major should be, what university I should transfer to, and what my future needs to look like, I’m going to focus on doing things that make me happy each day and continue to work hard. Obviously everyone endures stress in their lives, but I put way too much unnecessary stress on myself for no reason. I’m letting go and letting God lead my path instead of forcing myself to follow what I think is right and then worrying and second guessing my decisions.
One of the main reasons I get so confused with what I should do with my life is the fact that I am passionate and love to do so many things. I love history, could see myself being an archaeologist or a doctor, want to travel the world, and seriously want to be on the amazing race one day! It’s hard to decide what I want to do and what I would be best at so I’m just going to say that I’m seeing where God takes me because I have no idea where the heck my life should go.
I wanted to share this with all of you because we are all human. People have a hard time figuring out what they want to do and y’all don’t need to be ashamed of having no clue what to do. Stay positive and make yourself happy, figure out what you’re best at by experience, and what you want to do for the rest of your life by determining what you’re the most passionate about and what you love doing the most.
School has been going great this semester, which I am very relieved to say. I was worried about this semester because I am taking more hours than I ever have, but to my surprise I haven’t been overloaded with school and I’ve made really good grades on my exams so far.
Running has gone great last week and this week! I ran three times last week and got my last run up to 3 miles. I have gotten in 2 runs so far this week and plan on running 2 more times before the week ends. I’m trying to ease into how many days and miles I run each week without hurting myself.
I hope that this post was able to benefit someone else that is going through the same thing. When I stress myself out or think that I’m not doing the “right” things with my life, I tend to feel like I’m alone making these mistakes even though I know that others are going through the same thing I am. Stay positive my friends and remember that the world is full of endless opportunities and happiness. ❤️
Love you all and am so grateful to have so many followers from around the world!